cant stop thinking

A whole day thinking and analysing.  Looking for answers.  I don't know how should I do this. Been thinking about it, alot. I am not perfect but I tried my best. May Allah forgive me. 
Personal attacking. Anonymously. I can sense who and who but dont want to make assumptions. Accept it with all my heart. Be the bigger person. Be the bigger person. The kinder person. The classy ones. The respectful. With grace. Its ok how the other side is, but importantly is me. How I perceive things. How I dont hold grudge. How I forgive. How I learn. How am I grateful. 
For a relationship to work, it has to have trust. And it needs two ways work. But again u cant control the other party, u can control U! So do what you can instead on focusing on them. Care for others, be kind to others, be understanding to others, but dont expect anything in return. Love everyone. Hate the attitude but dont hate a person. À person can change. Just need to give them chance. 

Heart is sinking, hurting. May need time to heal. The pain legit. The feeling is legit. You are entitled to what you feel. So do I. But its your choice to either be grateful or hateful. To be happy or cranky. To love or to hate. To hurt or to learn. To smile or to cry. Life is a choice of your own journey. To dwell on the problem, rather focus on the solution. Everyday is a new day. Just pray to Allah. For his guidance and forgiveness.  Only Him can soften a heart. 🌷

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